Judgement
Is being a single mother, really that bad? Heck no! It's a blessing, it's grateful. My daughter will thank me in the future for giving her life, rather than murdering her before she had a heartbeat ...
Not only that, but it's also bad when you are in debt. I know it will get better next month, but for now, things are going down hill. I don't have enough to feed myself or pay my flippin' bills. Maybe I shouldn't have quit my job. My daughter's expenses take over, but I can't help it (she is more important, duh!). At least she is fed and clothed properly. Oh well, at least I will lose more weight (that's pathetic to even mention)
Once again, I am being harsh on myself. Why does this keep happening? I feel like I'm not doing anything that's good enough for anyone. Everything I do, I feel like I will fail, and no one has hope or faith in me. This sucks (very immature to say, but tells it all)
I know I'm going to be okay ... I know He is always there .. things will go up again