Here we go again
Today I got the worse phone call.
Naima's daycare provider called me, and said that they are full and have no space until mid April. What am I going to do now? I'm suppost to start school this Saturday. I have missed all my allowed hours. I already paid full tuition for the entire program. I literally have no one to care for her.
I am totally taking all of this as a sign. It's one problem after another. I have some hard decisions to make. I'm going to have to sleep on it.
I wouldn't mind waiting a few more years to go back to school. I guess I did rush in to finish my education and really didn't think about Naima's sake or really looked into daycares. I don't want to miss out in her life. This summer/spring will be more fun than last year. I always thought that I would hate myself to not have the time to take her to the beach or be the fun mom that I want her to have, running from the waves, building sand castles, going to the playgrounds.
At least, living with my parents, I don't have to worry about bills, or rent. Though I do help to get groceries, clean the house, make meals.
I'm confused again, I'm lost again.
Naima's daycare provider called me, and said that they are full and have no space until mid April. What am I going to do now? I'm suppost to start school this Saturday. I have missed all my allowed hours. I already paid full tuition for the entire program. I literally have no one to care for her.
I am totally taking all of this as a sign. It's one problem after another. I have some hard decisions to make. I'm going to have to sleep on it.
I wouldn't mind waiting a few more years to go back to school. I guess I did rush in to finish my education and really didn't think about Naima's sake or really looked into daycares. I don't want to miss out in her life. This summer/spring will be more fun than last year. I always thought that I would hate myself to not have the time to take her to the beach or be the fun mom that I want her to have, running from the waves, building sand castles, going to the playgrounds.
At least, living with my parents, I don't have to worry about bills, or rent. Though I do help to get groceries, clean the house, make meals.
I'm confused again, I'm lost again.
Oh no!! This is horrible. I too am at a crossroads in life but we just need to remember that God knows what he is doing and we just need to pray for guidance and He will show us the way. I luv u!
Posted by
Carlie |
Wed Feb 28, 09:29:00 p.m. 2007