Ramble 002
I'm rich! I am very fortunate! Today I realized how fortunate I really am. Not financial wise, family and friends wise. Prayers from everyone, God is who looking after me. Oh yes, He is with me. I'm happy where I am, I'm happy to have family and friends who love me for who I am and what I have become. Now, I can breathe, now I can continue my path that I have chosen, and I will stick to it, all the way to the end. Nothing can bring me down, nothing can tell me "You can't do this!" Because I can, and I will, no matter what. I have my goals and I am going to fight to accomplish them. And I know I am not alone in this journey. I am not scared anymore, I feel stronger, powerful, so full of life. With my daughter by my side, nothing can defeat me, not even you. I'm ready to take on this world, and hit a home run. I feel so alive!
It's amazing how many experiences there are in one's life, different experiences. Not all of them good, but that's life. We must learn to deal with it's highs and lows. Maybe not understand it at first, but in the end you realize why certain events happen in your life. And you learn from them. You learn from your mistakes. Everyone makes them, no one is perfect. The human being is not perfect. There is not such thing.
It is difficult to think with your mind when your heart has a mind of its' own. Who do we listen to? Making actions without thinking, or thinking ahead of time before making certain actions, it all has its' ups and downs. There are no better ways or worse ways to live our lives. We just live it as we believe, with God upon us, guiding us through it, with faith and hope.
As you get older you understand the meaning of your actions you did in the past. You must always forgive yourself, analize and comprehend what you did. Then you move onto the next step in your life, picking up the pieces. Finding yourself , setting goals, working hard, in the end you know it will be worth it. If you've chosen to accomplish a goal, and you finish it, but you realize it's not what you wanted to accomplish, you should feel proud, because you made thus far. If you want, you can take another path and continue to the end. The important thing is, never end half way of your goal, go on, finish it! Don't waste energy setting on a goal, getting there half way then turning back, because something got difficult. Fight it, go at it or have at it!
These words were said to me by my father. I announced that I've decided to enroll in an institution called Aveda. I have set my goal and I am going to accomplish it, not just for my daughter, but for myself. I cannot wait to take on the world!
With this feeling of power, I will lay my head and rest to sleep, for tomorrow is another day. Another day to live and cherish every moment with my offspring, knowing that I have yet to fight a battle within myself and God is there to protect me.
It's amazing how many experiences there are in one's life, different experiences. Not all of them good, but that's life. We must learn to deal with it's highs and lows. Maybe not understand it at first, but in the end you realize why certain events happen in your life. And you learn from them. You learn from your mistakes. Everyone makes them, no one is perfect. The human being is not perfect. There is not such thing.
It is difficult to think with your mind when your heart has a mind of its' own. Who do we listen to? Making actions without thinking, or thinking ahead of time before making certain actions, it all has its' ups and downs. There are no better ways or worse ways to live our lives. We just live it as we believe, with God upon us, guiding us through it, with faith and hope.
As you get older you understand the meaning of your actions you did in the past. You must always forgive yourself, analize and comprehend what you did. Then you move onto the next step in your life, picking up the pieces. Finding yourself , setting goals, working hard, in the end you know it will be worth it. If you've chosen to accomplish a goal, and you finish it, but you realize it's not what you wanted to accomplish, you should feel proud, because you made thus far. If you want, you can take another path and continue to the end. The important thing is, never end half way of your goal, go on, finish it! Don't waste energy setting on a goal, getting there half way then turning back, because something got difficult. Fight it, go at it or have at it!
These words were said to me by my father. I announced that I've decided to enroll in an institution called Aveda. I have set my goal and I am going to accomplish it, not just for my daughter, but for myself. I cannot wait to take on the world!
With this feeling of power, I will lay my head and rest to sleep, for tomorrow is another day. Another day to live and cherish every moment with my offspring, knowing that I have yet to fight a battle within myself and God is there to protect me.
This is great Claudia. I'm glad you're feeling better, and I'll be praying for the Aveda school. With you and Robyn both knowing how to do perfect hair and makeup, I'll never have to go to a salon again! Yippee, happy to be your guinea pig.
Posted by
Melanie |
Fri Aug 11, 09:29:00 a.m. 2006
It is so good to hear that you are doing better. These words from a song that was sung at my baptism are very special to me and I would like to share them with you. '...and even if you do it wrong, and miss the joy I planned. No matter what may happen child, I'll never let go of your hand". Claudia God will never let go of your hand. Sometimes we let go, and when we do, we mess up and we miss the joy that He planned for us. We are all human, we let go, we make mistakes. But if you get up, take His hand, learn from our mistakes and carry on we will get through it all. You are a wonderful person, a great mother and I know that you will make it. We're behind you all the way. :)
Posted by
footsack |
Fri Aug 11, 10:25:00 a.m. 2006
Mellie: Yay! A guinea pig! lol
I'm thinking of opening my own little salon, so I may need a make-up artist (*cough*...robyn), as well as a hair model, so you are so in! ;-)
Robyn: It was great to see you too, although I was hoping to meet your little boy. I cannot wait until you move out here! Praying for you and loves you too!!
Auntie Mitz: Thank you so much for sharing those words. And knowing that you are all there right behind me, gives me more strength. I miss you and everyone at the house, so much!! ♥
Posted by
Claudia |
Tue Aug 15, 12:09:00 p.m. 2006
Glad to hear that you're feeling much better, and life is most obviously looking up! I wish you the best of luck with your schooling, you most definitely can do it!
Posted by
Unknown |
Tue Aug 15, 12:09:00 p.m. 2006
Thank you Carrie!! ♥
Posted by
Claudia |
Tue Aug 15, 12:10:00 p.m. 2006